I keep having weird and horrid dreams that i know within the dream that this alternate reality is not true and that i am havig a really bad dream; yet it is this knowledge that scares me even further... What if such alternate realities actually existed; i woke up 4 times last night questioning what they meant, I guess the very fact that i know i know that i am dreaming is very terrible.
So here's the dream- i dreamt that i screwed up for literature and geog, i even remember the marks, something like a C6 and a C5 for the two papers - i believe a manifestation of the mounting stress - the stress doesnt die after the paper, or even after you get it back - this insidious feeling sticks to you... Yet i knew that the dream was merely a dream for I scored zero for leet mcq... Lit MCQ?!?! That was when i realsed the dream with her screaming was actually a dream.
Well i had several dreams last night, this being one of the more.... Acceptable ones, i guess they are all manifestations of my Fears, oh have some pity on this sad sad person...
Let the boogey man not exist.
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