my old dear friend, livejournal. perhaps my only true friend. you'll always be here to remind me that I have something to turn to, to let out all of my real feelings without remorse. you'll always be here to remind me of what I was like as a growing teenage girl, to look back and laugh at myself for being such a doofus. you'll remind me of better ( Read more... )

is it wrong for me to have a celebrity crush on the Transformers kid? probably, but I thought he was cute all the way back to the 'Even Stevens' days on Disney, and to be fair, he's technically a year older than me. I'm always ahead of the game.. I dug Josh Hartnett back in the day before he was in Pearl Harbor and all that stuff, and then I was ( Read more... )

I'm lonely. I feel very alone.

I wish I could just make one connection...
just one.

I'm bored with life in general. and I feel like life is bored with me, too. I used to be such a different person... and I'd gladly trade in my morals and maturity I've worked so hard to get to enjoy life the way I once did. to have people enjoy me, the way they once did ( Read more... )

all have nothing to do with this blog ( Read more... )

MEH.. my apartment is a fucking mess. I get so angry at myself... every time I clean it up finally I say, "alright, it's clean.. it should be easy to keep it clean now. just do it." andddd.. then of course, I don't. but this is not the year for failure in everything I do.. this is the year to make it all right. to not just fix the fact that I can't ( Read more... )

alright, so I won't deny it, I enjoy some MCR, My Chemical Romance, MyChem, whatever.. not that I would deny it regardless, you can all kiss my tush. point is, they blow big dick live. like.. they seriously suck. and why? why does Gerard.. or however you schpell his name.. sound awful? it's not like he's playing a badass guitar while he's singing * ( Read more... )

whoop whoop.. I need to get pizaid. I've got lots to spend money on. I'm just jotting this so I can remember ( Read more... )

I wish I had enough money to do something with my ratty nappy hair. ew. GRRAAHHHH

WHAT UP FOOLZ. I downloaded a livejournal client so that I can be more motivated to start updating again. hopefully some of you still read this.