Sep 06, 2008 17:32
Being in Fayetteville is just weird.
It's nice to see people I haven't seen for a few months and I really like spending time with jenna. I can't wait to get back to Cali. I miss Karen and my dad and the B & B. I wish I had a good way of making money while I was in Lakeport. If I did i'd be much more comfortable hanging out there.
Plus to being in Arkansas is that i've been making money, negative side is that since I'm staying at Jenna's it's all going to food and gas. Which is pretty much par for the course.
I'm feeling anxious and i don't really know how to get around it. I wish there was a better way to get my plans jump started. I keep running through scenarios but not much really changes.
i need to fucking get to Sacramento. I miss the rugrat.