Weekend Sucked
This weekend sucked. I did nothing fun. Drew came again because he can't get enough of NYC. However, it sucked because we did nothing.
I find myself today half-way gone. I'm really not sure what to do with myself now. I don't want to do anything but create stuff.
I am in much need of a return home. I waited too long this time. When I return home I straighten out and I'm able to deal with the little annoyances college life brings again. Indeed, usually it's every three weeks. Why do I need to go home much? Because my family is the only group of people who is sympathetic to my strange eccentricities, and if I want I can sit in my room and think about things. Thankfully I can do that here too, because Sunny is never around and I always have the room to myself. He is also very laid back and easy going about things. It's good to have time to yourself once in a while, so you can face a large world every day. I love facing a large world.
I am worried about my future. It is difficult. At the same time I create music and resist drugs each day.
I find myself today half-way gone. I'm really not sure what to do with myself now. I don't want to do anything but create stuff.
I am in much need of a return home. I waited too long this time. When I return home I straighten out and I'm able to deal with the little annoyances college life brings again. Indeed, usually it's every three weeks. Why do I need to go home much? Because my family is the only group of people who is sympathetic to my strange eccentricities, and if I want I can sit in my room and think about things. Thankfully I can do that here too, because Sunny is never around and I always have the room to myself. He is also very laid back and easy going about things. It's good to have time to yourself once in a while, so you can face a large world every day. I love facing a large world.
I am worried about my future. It is difficult. At the same time I create music and resist drugs each day.