Talking of where we'd be this time next year....

May 05, 2005 00:16

Soooooooo. Yeah. i didnt update every day with little tidbits about my life. Its been almost a month again. I cant believe it. A month. They are flying by. My Poppy was right, about life just going by faster and faster, and when you get his age, he said it was almost absurd how fast it went by. He was in his 80's though when he said that. He was an awesome man. Maybe I should go to his and my grandmothers grave this weekend and pay my respects. I've had a ten dollar bill in my wallet for months now that was my grandmothers, i guess in cleaning her house out after she passed away, my mom found 2 tens, and gave one to me and one to my sister because they always slipped us money when they could, "for a little of of gas in our tanks", or for lunch. I havent spent it, its been there now that I think of it, easily 6 months, probably more. Im going to buy flowers with it, and a drink for myself and im going to sit with them and tell them about life and how things are going. While I am at it, I might as well go see Jay too, its been a while. The last time I tried to go visit him my car got stuck in the snow at the cemetary and josh had to come and push me out. Its weird that I still miss that kid after so friggin long. I still think about writing his dad a letter to see if we could get some pictures from his photo album, but i never have the balls to do it. Why? I dont know at all. Ever since the day we found out, i tried to come up with the nerve to go to his grams house or to write a letter about it, but never could. Jay used to take any pictures of himself if we had them, and put them in a big photo album, so theres barely any pics of him around. Its real weird. Its also weird that this LJ was completely random and turned into, me being sad about dead relatives and friends.
Als dog may have to be put down and that breaks my heart because RIPPER is awesome. Ive been sad ever since he told me that today.
In other news. WOrk sucks. We finished everything for our sampler comic and have started work on things for our first full length book. I shaved my head and look awesome if you ask dan, redonkulous if you ask josh. Ive been at my job now a year. Worst and fastest year of my life. Im very close to being done with it. Get to go in late tomorrow because my car is in the garage. Im getting up early still though to go out for breakfast with mom and heidi. Should be fun.
Im gonna go finish BLADE TRINITY and go to sleep now.
Hopefully i dream of cool stuff like last night, breaking into a weird warehouse with my mom and then white river rafting away from it all while being chased by thugs, and then going over a waterfall. Yep, that was a good one.
Goodnight moon.
M O O N, that spells tired.
zzzzzzzzz
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