Apr 21, 2004 21:28
God, I am so confused. I don't have to time or the energy to write out why...but this whole week has been a mess. The funeral for my Aunt Linda is on Friday and I'm so scared to go. I mean, I know my family will be there, but I want someone close to me to be there. I don't know. I wish Gavin could come, but he has to work. Which, I mean, is totally understandable and I'm not holding it against him in any way, shape or form. I just wish he could be there with me, because he's like the only person that I feel close enough too, that I'd be comfortable with in this situation.
And the guy situation is so fucking confusing, I don't even want to get into that. I don't know...I should go I'm really tired.
-Rach