So...
I'm going to try to not go off on one, and try to make sense even though it probally won't make any to you...
Some people want to be footballers, some want to be millionaires. Not me.
As I stand, I want to have a secure identity where I feel at peace with myself and with this world.
The only sort of dream I have is I want answers to why I am here...
One day I want to move up into the loft, I guess that's the only bit of my childhood that's stayed with me really
And that makes me sad to say, I guess I have grown up after all.
One day, I just want to lock myself away from this world so that I only have contact with certain people
On one hand I love my family, more than they will know... But I feel like I don't really fit in with my own flesh and blood, what chance do I have in a world like this...
I have realised I feel pain when I am on my own, cause I know I am on my own. It scares me to a certain extent I suppose...
I'm so desperate to see a point for my existance, I like to think there is a reason for everything
Even to the smallest detail there is a reason
If God isn't real why do we believe he is? To have hope
Imagine how many people would just give up without hope
But the fact is I care, maybe too much I've told myself many times
But it's who I am, and I don't think I can change. I don't want to change
Especially for a world like this.
What are your dreams?, tell me.
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Some people want to be footballers, some want to be millionaires. Not me.
As I stand, I want to have a secure identity where I feel at peace with myself and with this world.
The only sort of dream I have is I want answers to why I am here...
One day I want to move up into the loft, I guess that's the only bit of my childhood that's stayed with me really
And that makes me sad to say, I guess I have grown up after all.
One day, I just want to lock myself away from this world so that I only have contact with certain people
On one hand I love my family, more than they will know... But I feel like I don't really fit in with my own flesh and blood, what chance do I have in a world like this...
I have realised I feel pain when I am on my own, cause I know I am on my own. It scares me to a certain extent I suppose...
I'm so desperate to see a point for my existance, I like to think there is a reason for everything
Even to the smallest detail there is a reason
If God isn't real why do we believe he is? To have hope
Imagine how many people would just give up without hope
But the fact is I care, maybe too much I've told myself many times
But it's who I am, and I don't think I can change. I don't want to change
Especially for a world like this.
What are your dreams?, tell me.
x