What would your mother think...how would your father react?
So Tia came down last nite...after a 4 1/2 hr drive. Mucho love Tia...sorry the trip here sucked, but I'm glad we got to have fun! It was really nice to have someone from home, like who I was/am really good friends with come and see me. Now all I gotta do is get Zach and Molly to come down and then I'll be a lil more content I think. Tia and I relived Summer '02 last nite via the Nellyville CD. Haha. "...How you gettin' them colors? Are you dyin' em?" That one goes out to you Tia. My friends all liked her, and we got to cuddle, so it was all good. Haha.
Anyrate...today was Homecoming here at HC... I dunno how we did at the game because I left at half-time. I don't remember who won the queen thing-- just that she was in a really bad car accident and isn't lookin so good as of now. I think her name's Tricia...maybe? Like I said, I really don't know. After Tia left at like 4:30 my day went to crap. It's like 1 in the morning, and I STILL haven't done anything yet. I think Michael, Amanda and I-- also maybe Amanda's friend not too sure-- are sposta go to Hinkles...but it hasn't happened yet. Which upsets me bc I look really cute...and my hair's cooperating. Plus I'm like hungrier than hell...it's been like 11 hrs. Sheesh. Oh well...I digress.
So... I dunno when I updated this be-awtch last, but since then I definately told Michael that I liked him. I don't really think he cared, which is a little upseting, but he hasn't been avoiding me like the plague, which is good. I think that as you get older this whole guy thing only gets worse. Like, in HS you knew if someone liked you, and normally so did a lot of other ppl (at least in my school..), but here it's totally opposite. I'm normally really good at reading guys too...well at least guys besides the ones I like. I dunno. I mite start to give up again and become once more the DUFF (designated ugly fat friend for those who don't know). *Sigh...*
Welp, I think that's allah it. So later days and bye bye and buy bonds.
To know me is to love me, and you know you love me.
~Shout Outs~
Tia- I can't wait til I get to see you again. I'll come visit you next time...I'll just need a ride. Haha.
Amanda- Good to hear that Ben talked to you. *Sigh* Now if only you would talk to him....I'm glad you finally get to move outta your wierdo room and into Donner. Now you'll be like thisclose to me. Haha
Emily- Fuck him. You don't need him to cheer you up or anything else. Find a cuter one.
Michael- What to say? I think I have a thing for that name... and never had any luck with it.*... Treat yourself to my love, I'll be good for you...*
*QUOTES*
There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer
No disease that enough love will not heal
No door than enough love will not open
No guilt that enough love will not bridge
No wall that enough love will not throw down
No sin that enough love will not redeem...
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble.
How hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all
If only you could love enough you would be
The happiest and most powerful being in the world...
~Emmet Fox
I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak; than a heart that cannot love.
~Robert Tizon
Life is a tragedy when seen close-up, but a comedy in the long-shot.
~Charlie Chaplin
I'm going to be happy today
Though the skies may be cloudy and gray
No matter what may come my way
I'm going to be happy today
I can spell confusion with a K and like it...
~SO CO
Anyrate...today was Homecoming here at HC... I dunno how we did at the game because I left at half-time. I don't remember who won the queen thing-- just that she was in a really bad car accident and isn't lookin so good as of now. I think her name's Tricia...maybe? Like I said, I really don't know. After Tia left at like 4:30 my day went to crap. It's like 1 in the morning, and I STILL haven't done anything yet. I think Michael, Amanda and I-- also maybe Amanda's friend not too sure-- are sposta go to Hinkles...but it hasn't happened yet. Which upsets me bc I look really cute...and my hair's cooperating. Plus I'm like hungrier than hell...it's been like 11 hrs. Sheesh. Oh well...I digress.
So... I dunno when I updated this be-awtch last, but since then I definately told Michael that I liked him. I don't really think he cared, which is a little upseting, but he hasn't been avoiding me like the plague, which is good. I think that as you get older this whole guy thing only gets worse. Like, in HS you knew if someone liked you, and normally so did a lot of other ppl (at least in my school..), but here it's totally opposite. I'm normally really good at reading guys too...well at least guys besides the ones I like. I dunno. I mite start to give up again and become once more the DUFF (designated ugly fat friend for those who don't know). *Sigh...*
Welp, I think that's allah it. So later days and bye bye and buy bonds.
To know me is to love me, and you know you love me.
~Shout Outs~
Tia- I can't wait til I get to see you again. I'll come visit you next time...I'll just need a ride. Haha.
Amanda- Good to hear that Ben talked to you. *Sigh* Now if only you would talk to him....I'm glad you finally get to move outta your wierdo room and into Donner. Now you'll be like thisclose to me. Haha
Emily- Fuck him. You don't need him to cheer you up or anything else. Find a cuter one.
Michael- What to say? I think I have a thing for that name... and never had any luck with it.*... Treat yourself to my love, I'll be good for you...*
*QUOTES*
There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer
No disease that enough love will not heal
No door than enough love will not open
No guilt that enough love will not bridge
No wall that enough love will not throw down
No sin that enough love will not redeem...
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble.
How hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all
If only you could love enough you would be
The happiest and most powerful being in the world...
~Emmet Fox
I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak; than a heart that cannot love.
~Robert Tizon
Life is a tragedy when seen close-up, but a comedy in the long-shot.
~Charlie Chaplin
I'm going to be happy today
Though the skies may be cloudy and gray
No matter what may come my way
I'm going to be happy today
I can spell confusion with a K and like it...
~SO CO