There's no place like home...
Ok, so this week started off okay, and it will probably end ok as well, but as of now-this very second- it sucks. I would pay a million dollars to be anywhere but here. Amanda and I are kinda in the same sitchy rite now...sorta. Neither of us want to be here, and it's kind of in part because of the same thing; guys...or lack there of. I know that guys shouldn't have to make me happy, but guess what? Guys do make me happy. Whenever I'm "with" a guy I'm about a thousand times more enjoyable then when I am without. So I can't have the guy I want because he's not interested... go figure. A guy not interested in me...that's some late-breaking news. Not so much. Anyways, the whole guy thing is only part of it. I absolutely LOATHE my beauty class and would drop it like dogshit if it weren't required. Whoever the hell thought that this particular class was a "Great Works" class was on some stong herbs. So, I hate my classes, I have no guy to like me, and I feel absolutely moronic in this institution of higher learning. I want to leave. I spent all of last year yearning to get out of Crawfordsville and now that's the only place I want to be. I want to be confined within the walls of the repetitive high school. At least in high school I had things to look forward to. I liked my teachers, I knew how ppl-and guys in particular-thought and felt about me, and there were ppl there I knew. I was so comfortable there and I miss it. I've tried this whole college crap and it sucks. I want to transfer...out of state would be particularly nice but somewhere with a familiar face would be nice as well. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE. I don't know if I mean that figuratively or literally, but if I somehow don't get out I'll go crazy and who knows what will happen then...
On a brighter note, Tia's comin on Fri. I'm uber excited aboot that... but I want to go home for CHS' Homecoming...Damn this whole no car thing. Oh well that's it. Maybe I'll go to The Point, make out with my hand, and then I'll know I'll have something to marry. Ha. The sad part is is that is actually how I feel right now...
Shout outs:
Tia I can't wait til Fri...hopefully you'll help me.
Amanda what are we gonna do with ourselves? Told ya you'd jump on the LJ Bandwagon
Michael, I like you, and until you leave, my wasted heart will always belong to you...you'll just never know. *I hope he doesn't read this* Also, sorry they made you look like an owl....
All else...well, you know.
*QUOTES*
"And then one day you fall in love-- the idea of you is a part of my mind; you influence my likes and dislikes, all my tastes, hundreds of times when I don't realize it. You really are a part of me...."
~My Antonia, Willa Carter- 1918
"Nunc scie quilt sit amor." *Now I know what love is.*
~Virgil
"Pain is part of what I do."
~Jonathan Rhys-Meyer
"A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling every woman ought to know."
~Mistinguett
"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."
~Aristotle
On a brighter note, Tia's comin on Fri. I'm uber excited aboot that... but I want to go home for CHS' Homecoming...Damn this whole no car thing. Oh well that's it. Maybe I'll go to The Point, make out with my hand, and then I'll know I'll have something to marry. Ha. The sad part is is that is actually how I feel right now...
Shout outs:
Tia I can't wait til Fri...hopefully you'll help me.
Amanda what are we gonna do with ourselves? Told ya you'd jump on the LJ Bandwagon
Michael, I like you, and until you leave, my wasted heart will always belong to you...you'll just never know. *I hope he doesn't read this* Also, sorry they made you look like an owl....
All else...well, you know.
*QUOTES*
"And then one day you fall in love-- the idea of you is a part of my mind; you influence my likes and dislikes, all my tastes, hundreds of times when I don't realize it. You really are a part of me...."
~My Antonia, Willa Carter- 1918
"Nunc scie quilt sit amor." *Now I know what love is.*
~Virgil
"Pain is part of what I do."
~Jonathan Rhys-Meyer
"A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling every woman ought to know."
~Mistinguett
"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."
~Aristotle