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The last few days have been quite frustrating and it won't get much easier just yet. I've been alone cause my family has left which gives me way too much time to think. Think about things that I shouldn't be I guess. Not really because it's "bad" just because it's pointless and it's just gonna hurt you regardless. I am human and I have made my mistakes but you can't sit around and dwell on them you know? You can't go back in time cause what was done was done. All you can do is learn from them. The only thing that I'm sure of is that I so need to get the hell out of here. I'm just losing my mind in these four walls. And not just that.. inside myself too. What I need to do is get rid of all the bullshit and keep what's real. I'm tired of all the empty promises and broken hearts. Life isn't suppose to be lived this way. Poeple who are worth fighting for will fight for you in return and if they don't, then let them go ..So why does it still hurt?