Do cellphone vibes make it to Hong Kong?
I dont know. I dont know about a lot of things sometimes. I needed to get a job and I still havent found one, if no one ever gives me the chance Ill never get past the big "first job" On a sidenote thats none the less as important summer is going by so fast and AX is in 19 some odd days. I dont know If I will go this year or not. I can..but I dont know if I should. I love AX, I get so caught up in everything there. Its such a great escape, but I dont know if I deserve it. I havent been working hard to do anything so why should I need the escape? My laptop fell the other day, the bottom left corner is dented in and the charger tip broke off inside. I hate that the world revolves around money, but only because I dont have any to keep it rotating. I was thinking about the past, I have been a lot lately. I miss talking to Simon..for some reason I didnt think Id ever say that. I cant wait to see him in August..I want everything to work out perfectly. I would cry if the plans were changed and I never get to see him. Thats how it will be if he doesnt come into LAX that day..Oh well what can you really do right? I cant control the world. All I can do is regret things I didnt do, wonder about things I want to do, and hope that something good happens to me in this world right?
On a side note I feel that Im computer savvy..until I start realizing I dont know how to fix the digital art I do for deviant art. RAWR im so BLAH at shit like that..it has to be under 10 megapixels...ok tell me how to fucking do that and I can put it up in no time!...fuck it..the shit I do on painter isnt even good anyways why do I bother...
I miss you simon..