Jul 12, 2011 01:09
I suppose I should update since my phone is almost constantly in roaming in this glorious place in the hills. I am learning so much. DO THIS TRAINING IF YOU LOVE TYC! Last night I worked with Dave and before I worked he was asking me about how Sarah Hankins was doing and he told me that he had worked with and helped train her, which I thought was awesome.
The work was the hardest I have ever done with a monologue ever and it was only 30 minutes. No actor audience could compare to that. I honestly divulged the very secrets of my soul to possess one ounce of what Blanche could be. There is nothing more liberating that yelling and cursing in a church. Nothing more amazing than secrets shared that are so very close to us that we fear to speak them lest we make them more true.
There is a boy here who looks and acts exactly like ....... and it scares me how attracted I am to that and his astounding wit and he even blows his nose as I remember the other boy did. I am seriously messed up to want the bastard so bad.
I did something abominable before I left for this training, but luckily we work so hard here it isnt hard to forget that I was used.
I miss you all