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So I don't really know what to say in the way of an update, but I fell like I've neglected my poor little lj for far too long.
I start my new job on Monday and I'm very excited about that! I can't wait to be working again instead of just being a lazy bum all the time, though I will really have to adjust to the whole getting up early thing and traveling through killer traffic... ick! Oh well, no pain no gain right? The money is great and so is the environment, so I really hope this turns permanent. Keep your fingers crossed and prayers going up for that one!
Brian and I are doing very well. Wish I could say more, but there just isn't more to say just yet. I am so very very happy with him. He cares about me so much and doesn't leave me to wallow in my lows or fly about in my highs. I really truely believe that this could be "the one" and I would be so happy if he is. Not only do we care about and understand one another, but we can literally talk about anything and everything. If something comes up between us, we discuss it. We have never fought. Not really... I mean, yeah, we've had disagreements, and I've been mad at him and visa versa, but no out and out fights. We are always able to come back and talk it through. That is so amazing to me. I love that so much about him. Sorry if this is getting gushy... but you guys don't really know him, and I want you to have a chance! I consider the people who read this some of my close friends and if I marry this guy... I want you to understand the reasoning behind it! Feedback people!!! What do you think?
Other than that... Not much has been going on. I'm surviving. I'm actually doing pretty well health-wise on the meds I'm on now that I've added a third. Go figure, more pills, more thrills! But seriously, there was a third problem, and I prayed on thought, and researched long and hard on what to do. I finally went on birth control for the PCOS. It has helped not only my periods, but the PCOS, and my moods. Believe it or not, this has helped tremendously. I just don't know how to tell my mom, or if to tell her! The only time I've felt suicidal since I've gone on it is when I'm on the sugar pills, so next gyno trip I'm going to talk to them about being on the real thing month long. It really helps. My doctors were right.
For fun... Brian and I don't do too much, we are trying not to spend all our money, not that we have that much. We are both working for his uncle part time to make enough to scrape by and pay my bills, get my pills, and go out, so that right there doesn't leave much for fun stuff. However we got lots of gift cards for Christmas and we've been using those for our dates. We have officially turned into mall rats as well, not even buying anything, just walking around! Its so sad. We finally have enough money saved up that we are going on a triple date with some of his best friends from school this weekend. I can't wait to meet some other girls up here! I've been struggling with being kinda lonely for other feminine company. Not that I could do much anyhow, and I love Brian to death, but there's only so long that two people can be together before they need 10 min. apart. I will update on how things went after the date. In the meantime... I suppose I ought to run. We rented a free movie and he just got out of the shower, so I think we are going to watch it! Love to you all, and I miss you terribly!
I start my new job on Monday and I'm very excited about that! I can't wait to be working again instead of just being a lazy bum all the time, though I will really have to adjust to the whole getting up early thing and traveling through killer traffic... ick! Oh well, no pain no gain right? The money is great and so is the environment, so I really hope this turns permanent. Keep your fingers crossed and prayers going up for that one!
Brian and I are doing very well. Wish I could say more, but there just isn't more to say just yet. I am so very very happy with him. He cares about me so much and doesn't leave me to wallow in my lows or fly about in my highs. I really truely believe that this could be "the one" and I would be so happy if he is. Not only do we care about and understand one another, but we can literally talk about anything and everything. If something comes up between us, we discuss it. We have never fought. Not really... I mean, yeah, we've had disagreements, and I've been mad at him and visa versa, but no out and out fights. We are always able to come back and talk it through. That is so amazing to me. I love that so much about him. Sorry if this is getting gushy... but you guys don't really know him, and I want you to have a chance! I consider the people who read this some of my close friends and if I marry this guy... I want you to understand the reasoning behind it! Feedback people!!! What do you think?
Other than that... Not much has been going on. I'm surviving. I'm actually doing pretty well health-wise on the meds I'm on now that I've added a third. Go figure, more pills, more thrills! But seriously, there was a third problem, and I prayed on thought, and researched long and hard on what to do. I finally went on birth control for the PCOS. It has helped not only my periods, but the PCOS, and my moods. Believe it or not, this has helped tremendously. I just don't know how to tell my mom, or if to tell her! The only time I've felt suicidal since I've gone on it is when I'm on the sugar pills, so next gyno trip I'm going to talk to them about being on the real thing month long. It really helps. My doctors were right.
For fun... Brian and I don't do too much, we are trying not to spend all our money, not that we have that much. We are both working for his uncle part time to make enough to scrape by and pay my bills, get my pills, and go out, so that right there doesn't leave much for fun stuff. However we got lots of gift cards for Christmas and we've been using those for our dates. We have officially turned into mall rats as well, not even buying anything, just walking around! Its so sad. We finally have enough money saved up that we are going on a triple date with some of his best friends from school this weekend. I can't wait to meet some other girls up here! I've been struggling with being kinda lonely for other feminine company. Not that I could do much anyhow, and I love Brian to death, but there's only so long that two people can be together before they need 10 min. apart. I will update on how things went after the date. In the meantime... I suppose I ought to run. We rented a free movie and he just got out of the shower, so I think we are going to watch it! Love to you all, and I miss you terribly!