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I have 3 interviews this week. I hope one of them pans out for me, if it doesn't, I'm worried about how my car is going to work out... :( 2 of them are tomorrow and the third is Wednesday. Brian had one today that they were basically drooling over him... but it was tax stuff which he doesn't like. grr.... I HATE MONEY!!! Its the fucking devil!! I hope all this crap goes away soon... I run out of pills in 3 days and haven't paid any bills in a long time. I have just enough money to buy 15 days worth of my meds, which will basically get me through to a first pay check if I get a job that starts next week. :( I'm so freaking stressed about all of this. Among other stuff, but I can't really talk to you about that now can I? :p nosey little bastard... *rolls eyes*
In slightly happier news, its all snowy and pretty outside... :D Brian and I played in it last night and I took it easy on him, but he basically didn't allow me the same luxury. Lets just say I had to go to the movie with snow down my pants. :( Very sad. But fun.
I think my interview on Wednesday is the most promising, but the least likely to reap me any benifits or rewards of the like. I also think I will have the most fun working for that company. Its a new company, and I would possibly be able to be a very important person in the company because its getting off the ground with me on board. :) Yeah, its a risk because its a new company, but I'm not looking for something to last me a lifetime. Hell, something to last me just 6 months would be nice!! I just want a paycheck or three! I really do think I'm going to file bankruptcy, I don't know how else to do this... I'm in so stinking deep... I will probably sit down and look at it all with Brian once we both have jobs and stuff, but for now, its too depressing.
Anywho... my honey is gonna be home shortly and I promised to have cleaned up before he got back so I better scoot. Poor boy.. I've been so down lately I have showered or brushed my hair or teeth or anything... and he still wanted to kiss and cuddle. :) That's love my friends. Time to reward his interview efforts with a shower of my own and then actually getting dressed and brushing my teeth! Later. Oh, and seriously, my phone is off until I have a job, so I'm sorry to those of you whom it inconveniences, but I can still call you if you'd like! Just let me know when or IM or something. :D *hugs all around* I love and miss you all so very very much.
In slightly happier news, its all snowy and pretty outside... :D Brian and I played in it last night and I took it easy on him, but he basically didn't allow me the same luxury. Lets just say I had to go to the movie with snow down my pants. :( Very sad. But fun.
I think my interview on Wednesday is the most promising, but the least likely to reap me any benifits or rewards of the like. I also think I will have the most fun working for that company. Its a new company, and I would possibly be able to be a very important person in the company because its getting off the ground with me on board. :) Yeah, its a risk because its a new company, but I'm not looking for something to last me a lifetime. Hell, something to last me just 6 months would be nice!! I just want a paycheck or three! I really do think I'm going to file bankruptcy, I don't know how else to do this... I'm in so stinking deep... I will probably sit down and look at it all with Brian once we both have jobs and stuff, but for now, its too depressing.
Anywho... my honey is gonna be home shortly and I promised to have cleaned up before he got back so I better scoot. Poor boy.. I've been so down lately I have showered or brushed my hair or teeth or anything... and he still wanted to kiss and cuddle. :) That's love my friends. Time to reward his interview efforts with a shower of my own and then actually getting dressed and brushing my teeth! Later. Oh, and seriously, my phone is off until I have a job, so I'm sorry to those of you whom it inconveniences, but I can still call you if you'd like! Just let me know when or IM or something. :D *hugs all around* I love and miss you all so very very much.