all im hearing is "penis cock pussy penis"
kickboxing was crazy today. i wore myself the fuck out. but i really pushed myself, so im proud. and we did the butt exercises and i thought i was going to die! but i need to start doing those every day again...i also did a little weight lifting before class. i need to stop not being in shape.
gah.
i wish i could always be in a superb mood when im with charlie. all i do is waste our time together when i'm not. then im sad afterwards cause he and i could have been having a great time bonding and flirting and making out and stuff. *sigh* i shall make sure i am in a better mood tomorrow.
zomg my brother actually pulled me aside to tell me the most hilarious thing today...well, it was really sweet too. he told me that charlie reminded him of my mother's ex second husband. "because charlie's blond" lol. im like, he's not blond u idiot. and seth argued with me for a minute about charlie's hair color. so im like, what is this about? seth told me he doesn't like charlie because he's dating me. lol. i was like, do you wanna hang out with him more? get to know him better? seth is like naw. the only way i could like him is if you two stopped dating. i was like awww....so you're jealous. seth kind of looks down for a second and is like yeah, maybe a little. he's jealous of charlie like he was jealous of mom's husband! hehehehe. i felt so loved.
but charlie's not going anywhere for a while. except to statesboro in two days, lol. but i think he and i are going to be together for a long time. i've never been with somebody who made me not even want to consider keeping my options open. i feel like this is quite permanent. i wish i could be with him like all the time. i dont think he realizes how amazing he is. (you are amazing and wonderful and gorgeous and incredible) and i dont know how to make him feel as appreciated as he makes me feel all the time. i love you!
in other news...my muscles are shot and im tired and i need a shower. also, my almost two-year-old brother said my name on the phone today! and he's talking so much more...it totally blows my mind. and he's so gorgeous! he makes me all cooey and giggley and stupid.
i had the most delicious lunch today with dad and charlie. i love good southern cooking. i also love how charlie and dad seem to really like each other. but we need to do something really fun together. like go out on gene's cabin cruiser and spend a night on lake and get drunk! ooo ooo ooooooo!!!!
i love living in georgia. i love the south.
"In Georgia nights are softer than a whisper
Beneath the quilt somebody's mother made by hand
And the farmland like a tapestry passed down through generations
And the peachtrees stitched across the land
There'll be cider up near Helen off the roadside
Boiled peanuts in a bag to warm your fingers"
--Southland in the Springtime, Indigo Girls
gah.
i wish i could always be in a superb mood when im with charlie. all i do is waste our time together when i'm not. then im sad afterwards cause he and i could have been having a great time bonding and flirting and making out and stuff. *sigh* i shall make sure i am in a better mood tomorrow.
zomg my brother actually pulled me aside to tell me the most hilarious thing today...well, it was really sweet too. he told me that charlie reminded him of my mother's ex second husband. "because charlie's blond" lol. im like, he's not blond u idiot. and seth argued with me for a minute about charlie's hair color. so im like, what is this about? seth told me he doesn't like charlie because he's dating me. lol. i was like, do you wanna hang out with him more? get to know him better? seth is like naw. the only way i could like him is if you two stopped dating. i was like awww....so you're jealous. seth kind of looks down for a second and is like yeah, maybe a little. he's jealous of charlie like he was jealous of mom's husband! hehehehe. i felt so loved.
but charlie's not going anywhere for a while. except to statesboro in two days, lol. but i think he and i are going to be together for a long time. i've never been with somebody who made me not even want to consider keeping my options open. i feel like this is quite permanent. i wish i could be with him like all the time. i dont think he realizes how amazing he is. (you are amazing and wonderful and gorgeous and incredible) and i dont know how to make him feel as appreciated as he makes me feel all the time. i love you!
in other news...my muscles are shot and im tired and i need a shower. also, my almost two-year-old brother said my name on the phone today! and he's talking so much more...it totally blows my mind. and he's so gorgeous! he makes me all cooey and giggley and stupid.
i had the most delicious lunch today with dad and charlie. i love good southern cooking. i also love how charlie and dad seem to really like each other. but we need to do something really fun together. like go out on gene's cabin cruiser and spend a night on lake and get drunk! ooo ooo ooooooo!!!!
i love living in georgia. i love the south.
"In Georgia nights are softer than a whisper
Beneath the quilt somebody's mother made by hand
And the farmland like a tapestry passed down through generations
And the peachtrees stitched across the land
There'll be cider up near Helen off the roadside
Boiled peanuts in a bag to warm your fingers"
--Southland in the Springtime, Indigo Girls