fuck me sideways
so...i think i have a really healthy balance right now of things that are going well and things that could use improvement. ive found that its rather dangerous to be too happy. for things to be going too well. balance is good.
Good:
>>grandma is being decent to be.
>> my romantic life is a million times better than it has ever been in my life. i have found a gem of a human being, and he is mine. the more im around him the more i want to be around him.
>> ive got this indigo girls album with all these songs i hadnt heard before and it makes me so happy
>> im pretty sure my independency appeal is going to go through and i should be able to recieve my financial package from GSU soon
>> im getting along with both parents again
>> Seth is being decent to me; even affectionate
>> my last IC flare was mild, and it might even be over, im not sure yet. this could possibly indicate that the Elmiron is working! *happy dance*
>> i get to see Charlie like every day...and every day he tells me he loves me.
Could Use Improvement
>> i dont have a job and wont know if my interview was successful until tomorrow or the day after
>> consequently, i am broke and i hate letting charlie pay for EVERYTHING
>> im anxious because my independency appeal has not been reviewed and i dont know yet what my finances look like. argh i am anxious about that.
>> i do not have a drivers license or the money to pay for insurance
>> my mother's situation has not improved and it worries me to no end, especially for Caden
>> if i do get the job i want i dont know how much ill be able to see charlie *cries*
>> my grandparents are fighting, we ended up not doing anything for grandpa today for father's day
>> i can't come up with a good art project to appease my artistic cravings (anybody want a portrait done? $100 for one person)
>> i havent seen any of my three best friends like at all this summer
>> i need a drink. *grins*
Good:
>>grandma is being decent to be.
>> my romantic life is a million times better than it has ever been in my life. i have found a gem of a human being, and he is mine. the more im around him the more i want to be around him.
>> ive got this indigo girls album with all these songs i hadnt heard before and it makes me so happy
>> im pretty sure my independency appeal is going to go through and i should be able to recieve my financial package from GSU soon
>> im getting along with both parents again
>> Seth is being decent to me; even affectionate
>> my last IC flare was mild, and it might even be over, im not sure yet. this could possibly indicate that the Elmiron is working! *happy dance*
>> i get to see Charlie like every day...and every day he tells me he loves me.
Could Use Improvement
>> i dont have a job and wont know if my interview was successful until tomorrow or the day after
>> consequently, i am broke and i hate letting charlie pay for EVERYTHING
>> im anxious because my independency appeal has not been reviewed and i dont know yet what my finances look like. argh i am anxious about that.
>> i do not have a drivers license or the money to pay for insurance
>> my mother's situation has not improved and it worries me to no end, especially for Caden
>> if i do get the job i want i dont know how much ill be able to see charlie *cries*
>> my grandparents are fighting, we ended up not doing anything for grandpa today for father's day
>> i can't come up with a good art project to appease my artistic cravings (anybody want a portrait done? $100 for one person)
>> i havent seen any of my three best friends like at all this summer
>> i need a drink. *grins*