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[ria85]

I seperate myself from who you want me to be
because whatever it is- I dont want it
I turn to a mirror and call it a liar

I refuse to acknowledge that part of me
I dont see it

My anxious humor laughs over the sound of my screaming tears
Could dreams reveal what will be
A selfconcious that tattles on my every inner intention-
I didnt even know

A panting that overtakes my body
I deny who I was
I deny who I am

I seperate myself from who you want me to be
because whatever it is- I dont want it
I turn to a mirror and call it a liar