I think I am going mad...

[ri_aeros]

Never live a double life it 'effing sucks. A kid in the year below asked me "Why don't you get the teachers to call you Ethan?" as if it was the easiest thing in the world to sort. I want them to but I can't because my parents have to be okay with it. This makes no sense, my parents can do whatever they want regardless to whether or not I am okay

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[genderqueerteen]

This is truly moving.
I'm quite lucky, in fact. My mother is a lesbian, so pretty much and gender-bending in okay with her. She's a little uncomfortable with it, but she supports me. But I know where you're coming from. I remember being little and being the Father in a game of house, and my neighbors mother yelled at me for it. The people I have issues with is the kids at school. I got to a school with very uptight, intolerant kids. I think the problem is that it makes them uncomfortable, knowing that someone can be so sure with themselves.
I thought it was a phase for a while. As soon as my mother let me wear makeup, I went off the wall. I wore low cut shirts, ten pounds of makeup, and skirts constantly to try and cover up what I thought was wrong.
Sorry for the completely random, long comment. I happened across your page, and it's always great to read things like this. It's nice having reassurance that one is not alone.

[ri_aeros]

It is always nice to find out you aren't alone, ever since I came out the internet helped me find people who get where I am coming from which is lovely. It is also nice for me to know that other people thought it was a phase.

I'm sorry for the extraordinarily long time for the reply but I'm not very good at replying to things (as this comment shows)