its been a minute to write...
whats going on guys.. its been awhile since i wrote in this guy but when i write in it i want it mean something instead of writing dumb entries.. you know when you grow up.. life is just disapointing til you find that niche.. then your set.. i havent found that yet.. im workin on it i suppose.. lifes been up and down as it should be.. but sometimes im too busy to think about life like that since i work about everyday.. its alright though.. i was driving home today and i just couldnt quit looking around for some reason.. i just love being alive sometimes.. i dont care whats going on good or bad.. when im in my car looking around listening to music..i have no worries..
my daily life is mainly been at kips laughing myself to death.. the friends i have now i wouldnt change for the world.. they are definately a good time and if i didnt have that.. id be bored out of my mind thats for sure.. so i was in love.. but turns out things didnt happen like i thought i was reading.. but its okay man.. its not easy to find someone but i guess that was just life telling me.. dont worry man it wasnt the one you are supposed to look for.. and im okay with that u know?
life right now is such a routine.. its kind of cool in a way but u know im all about mixing it up a bit.. i get my first big paycheck this friday im just saving it for the life that hit ahead of me thats for sure.. i have no reason to spend it besides on my car a lil bit and for concerts which tend to be my life.. i found the other day in toledo ohio the 2nd week of july.. a pink floyd laser show.. im definately going to see that.. i think it would be cool as shit..
this month is going to kinds of weird cuz its open houses of people ive known for years and years.. its nuts how fast things change.. its hard on the mind i think.. but at the same time its what is supposed to happen.. im sure ill be kind of down about that a lot right now..
but anyways.. i guess im going to call it a night and see where tonight brings me..
"you can make it last.. forever you.."-Billy Corgan