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for the past three days its been nothing but bliss.. i cant describe it.. ive grown so much closer to my good friends and last night proved a lot to me.. having everyone coming out for that cookout.. was fuckin awesome..it was definately a good time.. tomorrow starts my 40 hours a week work now.. it will kind of suck in a way but in a way kickass as well.. as my parents come home today im eager to see them thats for sure.. its been nice having this place to myself i needed it.. as much as they needed to leave indiana i think.. ive been up since 10 cleaning the house and ive been getting stuff done like workin out and whatnot..
well in a secret way of mine..ive broken my spell im not longer out of love.. ive been waiting for this.. and i couldnt be more set i think.. of course u dont know who you are.. but you will.. and i dont have any worries to coming out and making it clear.. it was soo god damn funny over here the other day it was Drew, me, Renae mckinney and megan hutson it was so funny.. we got this box and we were sliding down the stairs and whatnot it was a good time..
it finally feels nice not to have any worries.. i dont have anything to fear.. i dont have anything to complain about.. and i definately have not stopped having fun since i got here for the most part..
oh yeah check this out..
i met nathanson again on saturday and it was pretty cool he remembered me and everything we talked for a good while and caught up.. hes a hoot ill go get my camera and upload that funny picture..
take care guys..
me nathanson stout from saturday