Please let me find my way
well its saturday.. a lonely one.. ive been thinkin a lot about myself.. i gotta get outta here.. im dying to fall back in love as soon as i can.. but at the same time if i cant cuz its me.. then i want out of here real quick.. im not good without someone on my side.. last night was okay i guess i kicked it with priebe and all of them.. it was mainly a pair up with a girl party and i just killed as much beer as i could when it was gone i was gone.. so then i went to wills and hung out with everyone for awhile.. i guess it wasnt too bad
i had a call-in today but i didnt have to go.. good thing cuz i dont feel so hot.. i think just having a headache and thinking a lot is kind of kicking my ass.. i donno i think im going to take some pictures today for fun on my own.. i havent done it in a few days.. but last night was a weird night for me.. kind of didnt like it..
today i feel like tom cruise in vanilla sky.. felt like he had a lot to show.. and it all went down hill.. but cant think straight because he wants love so bad.. i know im such a loser.. but i think everyone gets this way because we cant stand not to have it..
well tomorrow ill post some pictures from last night and today.. but i am jeremy and jeremy must go haha later..
i think today im going back to the roots and trying to go back to how careless and fun and try to be cool with everyone.. sometimes.. i feel like i dont because im not in a good mood.. but ill see what today brings me..