they're just jealous of your awkward ways....
i love having time off of work.
last week, we had the 4th off, but then i took off thursday and friday because we were going to go to horrorfest. well. morbid changed his mind about going because several of the people he wanted to go see dropped out of the event. he had taken the entire week off. so, we just sat at home and did stuff around the house. we did a little bit of shopping, and saw erin & justin ( which i hope to do again soon). and i hung out with rachel and ashley for a teensy bit too. which, even being short lived was nice. i also went shopping with my old roomate erin at got several great things for very little money. i liked that.
overall it was good. i did some in house cleaning, morbid did some yard stuff and changed the oil in both of our cars. some dick spun a rock up at my car on the road and now my windshield in cracked, and cracking more. but we did spoil ourselves and buy all the family guy DVDs we could get our hands on so we have been spending time together watching episode after episode and loving it.
i went to a psychologist on monday. i wasnt really happy with that. she wants to put me on antidepressants. except, i am not depressed and i dont really feel like playing the guinea pig game over this. i have anxiety problems. it has been getting worse lately and i need to be able to make it stop. i shouldnt be breathing heavy when i drive to work. i shouldnt feel like i am going to vomit all day, two days after i see jimmy (still a weekend). i shouldnt be laying in bed for 2+ hours a night trying to fall asleep when for once i am NOT even thinking about the million things i have to do the next day.
so anyway. going to start looking for a psychiatrist next.
work is going better again. NIKE stuff has already arrived!! so far we have eyewear and watches by the dozens...
thank goddess i had that time off to not even think about apparel or anything else. monday i just trained, then tuesday i had our male model and shot 60 pieces, then tonight i shot mannequins also, but got to play a bit. the rack was difficult of course... but we had these nightgowns, with fitted boob cup sizes that our mannequins could not fill, so i went and got our white putty ( that i researched online, tested and had purchased from and outside company) and put it on the mannequins chest. i literally sculpted boobs onto her. i felt smart, and creative, and like i need a raise. i emailed my supervisors and managers about it, along with pictures of her dressed and undressed chest. both managers check their email at home and loved it. my manager here was pretty excited, and my manager in vegas asked if it would be possible to add ass to her as well for different products. i got to laugh about it all for a good part of the night. i even stayed till 2am to get everything squared away. and tomorrow, i shoot our last living model again.
we are however, testing females again to possibly shoot only denim. its good to know they are starting to realize some things just really look better on people. we are also going to be doing more creative "landing page" images in house. AND we are openly researching getting actual outfit shoots, of entire outfits to show more of the brands actual style. and eventually, we are going to get a "style team" here. YAY! the meeting actually made me happy today. so rare that that happens!
i did morbids hair again. i bleached streaks of it out and we added a very dark blood red to those areas and the roots. the rest is still black, but i think it has a red tint to it now. plus i trimmed it so its a little less mullet-ey. it looks cute. me on the other hand... i am starting to need to do something. my hair has grown about 3/4 of an inch since i cut & dyed it. it looks messy. i have had the pleasure however, of realizing i have gray hairs in there though. yeah. woopie. but i dont know where i want to take it now. my bangs are getting long, just past my eyes but the color still looks pretty good, its all shades of red and blotchy. i know that will go away when i dye it, which is why ive been stalling. i cant wait too much longer though... its getting stupid.
i hope i can sleep...
xo
last week, we had the 4th off, but then i took off thursday and friday because we were going to go to horrorfest. well. morbid changed his mind about going because several of the people he wanted to go see dropped out of the event. he had taken the entire week off. so, we just sat at home and did stuff around the house. we did a little bit of shopping, and saw erin & justin ( which i hope to do again soon). and i hung out with rachel and ashley for a teensy bit too. which, even being short lived was nice. i also went shopping with my old roomate erin at got several great things for very little money. i liked that.
overall it was good. i did some in house cleaning, morbid did some yard stuff and changed the oil in both of our cars. some dick spun a rock up at my car on the road and now my windshield in cracked, and cracking more. but we did spoil ourselves and buy all the family guy DVDs we could get our hands on so we have been spending time together watching episode after episode and loving it.
i went to a psychologist on monday. i wasnt really happy with that. she wants to put me on antidepressants. except, i am not depressed and i dont really feel like playing the guinea pig game over this. i have anxiety problems. it has been getting worse lately and i need to be able to make it stop. i shouldnt be breathing heavy when i drive to work. i shouldnt feel like i am going to vomit all day, two days after i see jimmy (still a weekend). i shouldnt be laying in bed for 2+ hours a night trying to fall asleep when for once i am NOT even thinking about the million things i have to do the next day.
so anyway. going to start looking for a psychiatrist next.
work is going better again. NIKE stuff has already arrived!! so far we have eyewear and watches by the dozens...
thank goddess i had that time off to not even think about apparel or anything else. monday i just trained, then tuesday i had our male model and shot 60 pieces, then tonight i shot mannequins also, but got to play a bit. the rack was difficult of course... but we had these nightgowns, with fitted boob cup sizes that our mannequins could not fill, so i went and got our white putty ( that i researched online, tested and had purchased from and outside company) and put it on the mannequins chest. i literally sculpted boobs onto her. i felt smart, and creative, and like i need a raise. i emailed my supervisors and managers about it, along with pictures of her dressed and undressed chest. both managers check their email at home and loved it. my manager here was pretty excited, and my manager in vegas asked if it would be possible to add ass to her as well for different products. i got to laugh about it all for a good part of the night. i even stayed till 2am to get everything squared away. and tomorrow, i shoot our last living model again.
we are however, testing females again to possibly shoot only denim. its good to know they are starting to realize some things just really look better on people. we are also going to be doing more creative "landing page" images in house. AND we are openly researching getting actual outfit shoots, of entire outfits to show more of the brands actual style. and eventually, we are going to get a "style team" here. YAY! the meeting actually made me happy today. so rare that that happens!
i did morbids hair again. i bleached streaks of it out and we added a very dark blood red to those areas and the roots. the rest is still black, but i think it has a red tint to it now. plus i trimmed it so its a little less mullet-ey. it looks cute. me on the other hand... i am starting to need to do something. my hair has grown about 3/4 of an inch since i cut & dyed it. it looks messy. i have had the pleasure however, of realizing i have gray hairs in there though. yeah. woopie. but i dont know where i want to take it now. my bangs are getting long, just past my eyes but the color still looks pretty good, its all shades of red and blotchy. i know that will go away when i dye it, which is why ive been stalling. i cant wait too much longer though... its getting stupid.
i hope i can sleep...
xo