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I wish i wasn't the way i am sometimes.
Last year i got close to some friends, this year i don't seem to know what is happening.
All this stress of what to do after high school is killing me.
Money, scholarships, get a job, go volunteer.
Cuba, money. CRAP
I've recently discovered Regina Spektor. She's a fantastic artist. Listen to her stuff. I adore it and it always manages to make me feel better than i am, despite some of her sadder songs.
Does wanting to get closer to someone push them away?
I'm always so tired.
I'm really just rambling.
I have too many blogs and stuff. I have my lj (no duh) and then tumblr (just recently) twitter (also recently) blogspot (i think i remember right?) AH! crazy. and just a journal i keep at home. on good ole paper. Then there's fb which acts as a blog in a sense but .. different.
Why do i always have to be the one to initiate things and ask people if they want to do something. Why can't someone ask me for once. I always feel like i'm bother people because of it.
I did a flash mob at metro the other day. it was fantastically amazing. If you don't know what a flashmob is. shame on you and go look.
I discovered grooveshark.com. really cool site. check it.
Semester one is almost over and that is awesome because i will have tv/film and english and french and directing/scriptwriting! (and band blah) but woot for next semester.. Well in all reality this semester of mine was awesome also. but whatever. I'm just so sick of it.
I'm always tired and can't get up in the mornings. I'm constantly late for school.
I miss you.
I think i'm done ranting now. . . . for the moment anyways.
Last year i got close to some friends, this year i don't seem to know what is happening.
All this stress of what to do after high school is killing me.
Money, scholarships, get a job, go volunteer.
Cuba, money. CRAP
I've recently discovered Regina Spektor. She's a fantastic artist. Listen to her stuff. I adore it and it always manages to make me feel better than i am, despite some of her sadder songs.
Does wanting to get closer to someone push them away?
I'm always so tired.
I'm really just rambling.
I have too many blogs and stuff. I have my lj (no duh) and then tumblr (just recently) twitter (also recently) blogspot (i think i remember right?) AH! crazy. and just a journal i keep at home. on good ole paper. Then there's fb which acts as a blog in a sense but .. different.
Why do i always have to be the one to initiate things and ask people if they want to do something. Why can't someone ask me for once. I always feel like i'm bother people because of it.
I did a flash mob at metro the other day. it was fantastically amazing. If you don't know what a flashmob is. shame on you and go look.
I discovered grooveshark.com. really cool site. check it.
Semester one is almost over and that is awesome because i will have tv/film and english and french and directing/scriptwriting! (and band blah) but woot for next semester.. Well in all reality this semester of mine was awesome also. but whatever. I'm just so sick of it.
I'm always tired and can't get up in the mornings. I'm constantly late for school.
I miss you.
I think i'm done ranting now. . . . for the moment anyways.