alone...

Jul 20, 2006 17:30

Alone

Sitting alone in the dark…Why do you leave me here… Why don’t you come to my rescue… Why do I have to sit here alone in the dark…Why am I here?…Why do I sit here alone in the dark….

Sitting here waiting for the light…Sitting here waiting for someone to turn the light on…When will someone save me from the dark…Why am I alone…Sitting here in the dark…I can’t see anything, I cant see the light… the sun doesn’t exist in my world, nothing no form of light…

All I’m looking for is some love in my life…I want someone to bring some light to my heart… Someone please see the muffled light in my heart…See how bright it shines from me, so why doesn’t anyone want me…

Someone could love me and realize the truth… Im an amazing person, full of light…I’d love more than anything to give my love, but only to one who is willing to share and give to me… share in my heart and love me…

Where is the love of my life in this world…When will he save me from my prison of darkness…When will I get to see the sun again… To feel the rain on my body and the wind in my face…When will I be able to live life again, where colours get brighter and the sounds get louder and clearer…

Why am I stuck in this prison, crying day in and day out… looking out through the glass and seeing him just out of reach… I cant touch him…hes too far away… he comes close, he loves me… but then he runs away…hes in his own darkness…why cant we merge and emrge into the light together…why wont he listen to me when I scream out to him…. I LOVE YOU… I WANT YOU BY MY SIDE FOREVER… but he keeps going, turning a deaf ear to my plea…

Am I a bad person…do I deserve contempt and scorn in my life???…do I deserve to be held at arms length never fully able to reach and grab hold of the one I want… the one I need… the one I deserve… why does this crazyness exist?…

The crazyness exists because it is who we are…me and him, we’re too much alike…we love but are scared we hurt and we feel the pain, deeper than most because of who we are…we love each other for who we are… we truly care about the other, I have never in this life felt so strongly about anyone… I have never in this life found someone who had changed my world, and shown me his light… why cant we be together, why must I be alone…. Why must I sit in my prison of darkness…why must I cry alone… when will the darkness vanish… when the sun free us both, so we can hold each other close…why god, why do you forsake us and make us sit in the dark…
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