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Jul 13, 2006 01:44

Hurt

Why do you hurt people… why don’t you care…I’ve given you so much of my life, and its just not fair…you treat me like dirt, you kick me in the face, but why oh why have you put in disgrace…

You make me feel as big as a thimble…does it make you feel good that you make me feel that small…does your ego grow every time you make someone feel that small… is it truly worth the pain you inflict on others …

Please help me understand why you’re so negative…am I a bad person… do I deserve to be treated like this, or do you really just have issues with being a human being…is it really so bad to be treated like shit…but he said he loved me and I know he means it…

He didn’t me to hit me…he had a bad day at work…I deserved it because I made him mad… I said something I shouldn’t have said…he didn’t hit me that hard…he loves me, and I love him…he had a long day and the kids were screaming…I don’t know why he did it, but I know it wont happen again…

Why do we lie to ourselves and tell others these lies…the fact of the matter is, he doesn’t love you…that’s not love…he wants to hurt you…he wants to hurt your physically because he’s already hurt you mentally and emotionally and its all he has left…he will break your soul…he will kill you

Why do you hurt me, you told me you loved me…why do you hit me, that’s not love…why do you call me names, and its not babe, baby or sweety…it isn’t my fault you lost your job…its not my fault your lazy and don’t want to work…so please don’t call me names, please don’t take it out on me…

Why is there need for you to hurt me, does it really make you feel that good to see the black and blue marks all over my body…does it make it better that you do it all over my back and stomach…you say you do it because I deserve it and you hit me there because no one can see the bruises…

I don’t deserve it… I don’t deserve to be hurt…I am human and I deserve the love of humanity…I deserve to be loved… I don’t deserve to be hit, or lied too, I also don’t need to be cheated on either…if you want to be with me, you will love me and be with me… you will not change me and you will not win…you will not swing your fist at me and god help you if you do…I may make mistakes, but we all do… but go beyond my limits and that’s not a mistake that’s something you will regret…

I hate what you’ve done to me, but I’m kind of glad you did…because now I take shit from no one and no one can hurt me again…
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