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i dont want your sympathy.
i want to find someone for me.
i know that sounds stupid.
but i have no one . at all .
i want to have a friend thats excited about my birthday and is gettin ready to throw a suprise party for me .i want a friend that is always there . i want a friend that will be what im willing to be. i want a friend that will make me piss my pants even when im down. i want a friend that will wipe my tears . i want a friend that will walk through walmart with me with my hair on the side of my head. i want a friend that will dance stupidly with two hot guys with us.
but i always seem to fuck up my friendships.
am i askin too much ?
i have to change who i am.
b/c who i am now . im not happy with
and until im happy with myself . no one will be happy with me
so i guess i need to be alone for a while.
to teach me a lesson . to not take for granted the people i have.
..... i lost my best friend of 2-3 years . and im really upset about it . she was awesome . she was always there for me . and i miss that . i miss having someone to talk to about everything . i miss it soo much . i hate not having a best friend . i absolutely hate it . i know that brittny will never be my friend again . and i have apoligized so many times . but i want to thank you brittny for everything you ever did for me . and i hope you dont regret it . i also want to thank kelly a. brittani cody katie and kenzie . yall were awesome too . .. yall are the bestest friends anyone could ever have . i wish i was still close to yall like i was before . well . molly . thanks for bein there for me for the past few weeks . you are soo funny and awesome to be around . :] . i love you !
well . comment if you wanna haha .. not much to say . well . i love yall . whoever took their time to read this . thanks . it shows that you actually care ! thanks again :]
i love you michael, daniel, brandon, and tyler . yall are my big brothers and bestest friends ! :]
[michael . i love you kid . you are soo sweet and the best ]
i want to find someone for me.
i know that sounds stupid.
but i have no one . at all .
i want to have a friend thats excited about my birthday and is gettin ready to throw a suprise party for me .i want a friend that is always there . i want a friend that will be what im willing to be. i want a friend that will make me piss my pants even when im down. i want a friend that will wipe my tears . i want a friend that will walk through walmart with me with my hair on the side of my head. i want a friend that will dance stupidly with two hot guys with us.
but i always seem to fuck up my friendships.
am i askin too much ?
i have to change who i am.
b/c who i am now . im not happy with
and until im happy with myself . no one will be happy with me
so i guess i need to be alone for a while.
to teach me a lesson . to not take for granted the people i have.
..... i lost my best friend of 2-3 years . and im really upset about it . she was awesome . she was always there for me . and i miss that . i miss having someone to talk to about everything . i miss it soo much . i hate not having a best friend . i absolutely hate it . i know that brittny will never be my friend again . and i have apoligized so many times . but i want to thank you brittny for everything you ever did for me . and i hope you dont regret it . i also want to thank kelly a. brittani cody katie and kenzie . yall were awesome too . .. yall are the bestest friends anyone could ever have . i wish i was still close to yall like i was before . well . molly . thanks for bein there for me for the past few weeks . you are soo funny and awesome to be around . :] . i love you !
well . comment if you wanna haha .. not much to say . well . i love yall . whoever took their time to read this . thanks . it shows that you actually care ! thanks again :]
i love you michael, daniel, brandon, and tyler . yall are my big brothers and bestest friends ! :]
[michael . i love you kid . you are soo sweet and the best ]