Sep 05, 2004 12:52
Its so hard to do, and so easy to say, but sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away. So many people, to love in my life, why do I worry about one? But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun. Sometimes you just have to walk away and just head for the door. We've tried the good and bye so many days. We walk in the same direction so that we would never stray. They say if you love somebody then you have got to set them free, but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery. They say time will make all this go way away, but it is time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays. Once again that rising sun is dropping on down, and once again you my friend are no where to be found. And its so hard to do and so easy to say, but sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away, head for the door. You just walk away.
I can't do it anymore. Annie clearly doesn't give a shit about me. I walked in on her and Bill snuggling on a couch at a party last night. I was really drunk and it devastated me. I went up and yelled at her that when she decided she cared to call me. I guess Bill thought I was talking to him, because it was him that called me. He was mad, but at least he came after me. She didn't even care. She just walked right past me. And then she actually had the nerve to call him while we were in the middle of our conversation and tell him to come by her house when he was done. I was so distraught, I actually let Bill see me cry. I love him, but I don't understand. If he was so attracted to her, why did he kiss me? Why did he choose me in the first place?
She is only going to hurt him. I mean, she is basically back together with her ex. She is only using him. But one thing is for sure. I wash my hands of all of this.
Sometimes you just have to walk away.