Crap crap crap
And then hormones come along and ruin everything.
I spent the day being a little kid. Not working on the important stuff. Doing what I wanted to do. I knew I was doing it the whole time, but my hormones have turned me into a big pile of "I don't wanna" & "I don't care."
This has probably happened every month, but I haven't really noticed until now since I'm paying attention to myself. Well, my whole structure trial is about to be more public since I introduced my posterous site to 40 of my facebook friends. Maybe I can actually care tomorrow.
I also did a little reading about PMS, and there are ideas about it not being natural. That the hormones are actually out of whack than what they should be. Build up of toxins, various types of estrogens that are added to our food and other products, stress, etc all contribute to PMS. I know my diet it pretty much shit, I've been under stress and overall out of whack for a while. So maybe there is something to that. I do want to address health and fitness in a later project. But for now the continuing battle with structure and sleeping habits.
I spent the day being a little kid. Not working on the important stuff. Doing what I wanted to do. I knew I was doing it the whole time, but my hormones have turned me into a big pile of "I don't wanna" & "I don't care."
This has probably happened every month, but I haven't really noticed until now since I'm paying attention to myself. Well, my whole structure trial is about to be more public since I introduced my posterous site to 40 of my facebook friends. Maybe I can actually care tomorrow.
I also did a little reading about PMS, and there are ideas about it not being natural. That the hormones are actually out of whack than what they should be. Build up of toxins, various types of estrogens that are added to our food and other products, stress, etc all contribute to PMS. I know my diet it pretty much shit, I've been under stress and overall out of whack for a while. So maybe there is something to that. I do want to address health and fitness in a later project. But for now the continuing battle with structure and sleeping habits.