"Strangest... Month... Ever"
A friend of mine posted a post on another blog that I really liked.
Mostly, because I am feeling the same as her.
There are things happening in my life right now that would have turned me into a mess in the past. I'm glad I feel okay with what's going on. I'm even a little proud of myself (maybe the fact that I got 12+ hours of sleep last night, instead of going out drinking helped). I'm glad she is who she is because if she weren't, the outcome would certainly not have been so positive. You've done so much to help me... maybe more than you even know. Thank you for your kindness, and your understanding, and your honesty.
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To another:
You and I have been through so much. Nine years of laughs, plans, ideas, and awful comments about each other's Mothers. I have to admit that I felt dumped when you broke the news. But I know you really need this, and today, I'm okay with this too. I know now that I'll be fine, and you'll do great.
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And another:
You got caught in my mess. Every word out of my mouth hurts you or pisses you off. So, I'm not going to do that anymore. Not going to try to fix things I don't know how to fix, especially when I'm only assuming it needs fixing. I assumed too much with you.
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On myself:
I don't feel bad that there are things that I need to do. I'm kind of excited. I'm not afraid of this change. I'm not afraid of "me" changing.
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Brandan is up... I'm gonna go now.
Mostly, because I am feeling the same as her.
There are things happening in my life right now that would have turned me into a mess in the past. I'm glad I feel okay with what's going on. I'm even a little proud of myself (maybe the fact that I got 12+ hours of sleep last night, instead of going out drinking helped). I'm glad she is who she is because if she weren't, the outcome would certainly not have been so positive. You've done so much to help me... maybe more than you even know. Thank you for your kindness, and your understanding, and your honesty.
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To another:
You and I have been through so much. Nine years of laughs, plans, ideas, and awful comments about each other's Mothers. I have to admit that I felt dumped when you broke the news. But I know you really need this, and today, I'm okay with this too. I know now that I'll be fine, and you'll do great.
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And another:
You got caught in my mess. Every word out of my mouth hurts you or pisses you off. So, I'm not going to do that anymore. Not going to try to fix things I don't know how to fix, especially when I'm only assuming it needs fixing. I assumed too much with you.
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On myself:
I don't feel bad that there are things that I need to do. I'm kind of excited. I'm not afraid of this change. I'm not afraid of "me" changing.
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Brandan is up... I'm gonna go now.