Prom, Europe and Boys.
So tonight is my Junior Prom. I am just blah. I mean I feel fine and all, I'm just not to excited about it..my arms feel heavy, and my hearts just not into it at this particular moment...oh well.
When I get pictures, I'll try and post them. Keyword: Try. My sister, who has been around Europe for the past 4 months, is coming home Monday night. I love her to death, and I know the feeling is shared, but..I just don't want her to come home. I will be nice for 3 days, and then it will all go to hell. For one thing, the relationship between my Mother and myself has been AMAZING. We've gotten so close, and although she still hasve the undying ability to piss me off at some points, I wouldn't change the past 4 months I've had with her for ANYTHING. Nothing. And sadly, all of that is going to change when Sarah gets back to the States. She demands soo much attention, and "hogs" our Mother. I just know I will go back to being quiet around the house again. She'll tell me what to do, adn she'll bitch about me, and to me. I just don't know if I can take it. I really don't want to. I'm seriously dreading it. Things will go back to being the way they used to be. And besides, these past 4 months with her cell phone, cloths, and bedroom at my disposal have been great. And a bathroom to myself hasn't been that bad, either.
I love life.
Prom. Sadly, Kevin will not be attending, he's in Florida. Sad, but not much. Which reminds me..I gotta drink before prom. Yay Fun. I am boy-crazy. Seriously. I won't name names, but I got a pretty ditty of a number of boys whom which I think are cute, or flirt with constantly. I love it. I wish Kevin would get his ass home already. I've changed soo much since the last time he saw me in February. A. I've gotten a little chubbier [not good] BUT B. Hella Self Confidence going on in me lately. It's been fuckin awesome. Well..I'll update later tonight when I get back from Prom and give ya'll a recap, alright?
-Texas-
When I get pictures, I'll try and post them. Keyword: Try. My sister, who has been around Europe for the past 4 months, is coming home Monday night. I love her to death, and I know the feeling is shared, but..I just don't want her to come home. I will be nice for 3 days, and then it will all go to hell. For one thing, the relationship between my Mother and myself has been AMAZING. We've gotten so close, and although she still hasve the undying ability to piss me off at some points, I wouldn't change the past 4 months I've had with her for ANYTHING. Nothing. And sadly, all of that is going to change when Sarah gets back to the States. She demands soo much attention, and "hogs" our Mother. I just know I will go back to being quiet around the house again. She'll tell me what to do, adn she'll bitch about me, and to me. I just don't know if I can take it. I really don't want to. I'm seriously dreading it. Things will go back to being the way they used to be. And besides, these past 4 months with her cell phone, cloths, and bedroom at my disposal have been great. And a bathroom to myself hasn't been that bad, either.
I love life.
Prom. Sadly, Kevin will not be attending, he's in Florida. Sad, but not much. Which reminds me..I gotta drink before prom. Yay Fun. I am boy-crazy. Seriously. I won't name names, but I got a pretty ditty of a number of boys whom which I think are cute, or flirt with constantly. I love it. I wish Kevin would get his ass home already. I've changed soo much since the last time he saw me in February. A. I've gotten a little chubbier [not good] BUT B. Hella Self Confidence going on in me lately. It's been fuckin awesome. Well..I'll update later tonight when I get back from Prom and give ya'll a recap, alright?
-Texas-