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Yesterday was insane.
I HATE GETTING RIPPED OFF.
But hey, it was still fun as shit.
Even though shitty things suck horribly when your looking forward to getting really messed up.
Goddamnit.
I feel like shit too.
I'm really dizzy.
And all I really want to do is smoke and sleep.
Ugh.
I really need to find a boy.
I miss love.
I miss being in a relationship.
I miss having to have someone to hang out with everyday that will always be there for me.
I miss kissing.
I miss cuddling.
Shit, I even miss the arguing, and then the making up.
Which always puts me in a place of more happiness that I was before just because I have the reassurance that everything is okay.
I miss holding hands walking through the mall and town, because I know that I'm lucky.
Because no one else can have what I have.
I've lost hope for finding any guys in West Virginia, their all fucking scum. In order to find some sort of love here i'd have to become a lesbian, and that is not happening.
I prefer the opposite gender.
Man...
This shit has really been bumming me out lately.
I think I'm going to dye my hair black tonight.
Pink was only temporary anyway.
I HATE GETTING RIPPED OFF.
But hey, it was still fun as shit.
Even though shitty things suck horribly when your looking forward to getting really messed up.
Goddamnit.
I feel like shit too.
I'm really dizzy.
And all I really want to do is smoke and sleep.
Ugh.
I really need to find a boy.
I miss love.
I miss being in a relationship.
I miss having to have someone to hang out with everyday that will always be there for me.
I miss kissing.
I miss cuddling.
Shit, I even miss the arguing, and then the making up.
Which always puts me in a place of more happiness that I was before just because I have the reassurance that everything is okay.
I miss holding hands walking through the mall and town, because I know that I'm lucky.
Because no one else can have what I have.
I've lost hope for finding any guys in West Virginia, their all fucking scum. In order to find some sort of love here i'd have to become a lesbian, and that is not happening.
I prefer the opposite gender.
Man...
This shit has really been bumming me out lately.
I think I'm going to dye my hair black tonight.
Pink was only temporary anyway.