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I really wish I had some coffee.
That would be so good right now, but everytime I try and make it I somehow fuck it up.
Last night was a fucking adventure. I didn't get to sleep until 6am. Fuck. And I only slept until two.
It all started out with me shoveling this huge dirt pile and putting it into a wheelbarrow and putting the dirt around the tree's in Bucky's back yard. [For 50 dollars of course] In fucking 93 degree weather. It was insane, but I'm so desperate for money. I almost finished the whole pile, I'm going to finish it today in this fucking hot ass weather. But after that I went swimming with Angie and Cassie at Cindy's house.
Shit it was so relaxing. I felt so clean. Then I came home and my friend called, he came over we hung out.
We ended up going to Hagerstown at like 2am to go see JohnKILLZZZZZZ [whom I haven't hung out with in AGES]. We smoked purple haze and some fire mids. Purple Haze is THE SHITTTTT. Oh my god. It was really nice. So then we all 3 came back to my house blazed as shit and smoked with my mom.
IT WAS FUCKIN' COOL.
Good god.
I really want to hang out with the boy I met after Starscape.
He was so cool.
And so cute.
But he kind of lives sort of far away, but not really. Like an hour 1/2 or something.
I wish I could have slept later today. I have 2 days of Community Service on Wednesday and Thursday at Sharpsburg Elementary. I have no clue what I'm going to be doing but I'm finishing all 20 hours in those two days. So this is going to involve me getting up EXTREMELY early and working at this school for 10 hours.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
Whatever, I deserve it. I shouldn't have gotten caught shoplifting again.
I'm sitting in my house, and I'm freezing. I really want some coffee. We just got new AC, so I feel like I'm in the fucking North Pole.
And I'm hungry and there's nothing to eat.
But I refuse to eat. I'm not that fucking weak. I need to lose weight.
That would be so good right now, but everytime I try and make it I somehow fuck it up.
Last night was a fucking adventure. I didn't get to sleep until 6am. Fuck. And I only slept until two.
It all started out with me shoveling this huge dirt pile and putting it into a wheelbarrow and putting the dirt around the tree's in Bucky's back yard. [For 50 dollars of course] In fucking 93 degree weather. It was insane, but I'm so desperate for money. I almost finished the whole pile, I'm going to finish it today in this fucking hot ass weather. But after that I went swimming with Angie and Cassie at Cindy's house.
Shit it was so relaxing. I felt so clean. Then I came home and my friend called, he came over we hung out.
We ended up going to Hagerstown at like 2am to go see JohnKILLZZZZZZ [whom I haven't hung out with in AGES]. We smoked purple haze and some fire mids. Purple Haze is THE SHITTTTT. Oh my god. It was really nice. So then we all 3 came back to my house blazed as shit and smoked with my mom.
IT WAS FUCKIN' COOL.
Good god.
I really want to hang out with the boy I met after Starscape.
He was so cool.
And so cute.
But he kind of lives sort of far away, but not really. Like an hour 1/2 or something.
I wish I could have slept later today. I have 2 days of Community Service on Wednesday and Thursday at Sharpsburg Elementary. I have no clue what I'm going to be doing but I'm finishing all 20 hours in those two days. So this is going to involve me getting up EXTREMELY early and working at this school for 10 hours.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
Whatever, I deserve it. I shouldn't have gotten caught shoplifting again.
I'm sitting in my house, and I'm freezing. I really want some coffee. We just got new AC, so I feel like I'm in the fucking North Pole.
And I'm hungry and there's nothing to eat.
But I refuse to eat. I'm not that fucking weak. I need to lose weight.