Don't move me, just love me.
Been looking back over the years. I thought I'd post on my birthday more often. But I didn't.
Man, I sure was mad though. Sad, lonely... Upset at the world. I still am, sometimes. The past hour has been kind of stressful, but I'm getting it back under control now.
Talking with a sweet young thing with hoops in her lips. On-line. She likes me. Does she like me enough? Does anybody?
I'm here in the store, the comic store, looking out on the screen, ignoring my eternal co-worker, ignoring the customers, ignoring myself. My stupid self, who I'm so sick of, some days.
Friends. I have friends all over. Forgotten friends. Useful friends. Useless friends. They shift like the floor of the sea.
Drugs. I have drugs. I have many drugs I can use for useful things. I can see the future, and change the past. I can rebuild my soul with perfect machine parts.
I have a lover. Her name is Kasha. I've been living with her for many, many months now, and I think I will be with her always. It is a choice I have made. I have made choices about people before, but this one is different. This is my choice, and I am nothing but happy to make it.
Grumbly little duck that I am. I should cheer up. Things are good. For me.
Man, I sure was mad though. Sad, lonely... Upset at the world. I still am, sometimes. The past hour has been kind of stressful, but I'm getting it back under control now.
Talking with a sweet young thing with hoops in her lips. On-line. She likes me. Does she like me enough? Does anybody?
I'm here in the store, the comic store, looking out on the screen, ignoring my eternal co-worker, ignoring the customers, ignoring myself. My stupid self, who I'm so sick of, some days.
Friends. I have friends all over. Forgotten friends. Useful friends. Useless friends. They shift like the floor of the sea.
Drugs. I have drugs. I have many drugs I can use for useful things. I can see the future, and change the past. I can rebuild my soul with perfect machine parts.
I have a lover. Her name is Kasha. I've been living with her for many, many months now, and I think I will be with her always. It is a choice I have made. I have made choices about people before, but this one is different. This is my choice, and I am nothing but happy to make it.
Grumbly little duck that I am. I should cheer up. Things are good. For me.