Pregnancy, day 1
No one that I know in real life reads my journal except for Sarah. and since she's my bff, I don't mind her reading all about this. Well, yesterday, Sunday, December 18,2011 I took a test. and I passed...or failed. depending on how you look at it. I'm going to have a baby. sounds weird to type that out. sounds even weirder to say it out loud. I have been feeling out of sorts lately...not hungry, but starving. Nothing tastes good. Boobs hurt. Nipples are bigger. Upset stomach. weird dreams...yeah. So after church last night I stopped at the store and bought me a double pack of preggo tests. took one last night and it was positive. Took the other this morning, it was also positive. I should say, that I am on the pill...well, not anymore. I am self-admittedly not a very good pill-taker. I forget all the time...but I've done that since I started taking the pill over 6 years ago. yet I did not get pregnant until now. Joe just started his new job with GM. Today started his second week. He called me earlier and I told him. Stunned him into silence. He's upset and confused and scared. He's not mad and still loves me and we're going to work through this. I've decided to diligently journal about my feelings every day. Tomorrow morning I'm going to get up and call my doctor to tell her that I've taken 2 home tests, what should I do now? hope she's more helpful than she has been about other things. Also, have to tell my parents. and Joe's. I want to tell them this weekend, since it's Christmas and all. I won't see Joe until Christmas Eve. We'll talk about it then...about what we're going to do. I do know that I need to get in shape. now. at least be more healthy than I am. so, I am going to start walking every day to check the mail. with the dog :) also, I am going to start playing on my wii again. Well, I guess I'll end day one of my new pregnancy diary. Be prepared to read lots of weird stuff!