church...
so, ordination is less than a month away...still don't know if we're being ordained. I just got my evaluation today via email. needless to say I'm kind of hurt by some of the things that others have said. I'm also confused by things that were said. there are times when I question why I even signed up for this in the first place...but I remember that apparently Goddess has other plans than what I thought I would have. some of the comments I think were made by people who have come to not like me...oh well. I know which comments are true and which aren't because I know myself. I guess I just need to not let this get me down. three weeks to go until ordination and then this whole mess will be over. that's assuming that I'm ordained of course.
I really think I'm ready to start a new chapter in my book of life. I told Joe last week that the sooner we get married, the sooner we can move away from snow. he wants to move to missouri and I'm not totally opposed to the idea, just want to be married first. then we can start our own church.
the situation with the roommate hasn't gotten any better. in fact, it's pretty much worse. I dread coming home every day because I know he'll be there...I hide in the office or my bedroom a lot. he stresses me out which makes me tense and angry. i've been a bitch to a lot of people lately because of it.
oh, speaking of being a bitch, Mike has come back to work. god, I can't stand him. our numbers have already fallen at work and he's only been back a week. the whole place is once again reeking with negativity. he has refused to put on wiper blades for elderly customers and is just plain rude to pretty much everyone. I think that I'm going to write a letter to the human resources manager for our region and complain to him. and if I don't hear anything back, I'll write to the CEO of the whole company. see if I can't get something done then. there aren't many people who make me angrier than he does.
well, I think I've complained enough. I really want to just take a nap...