I think the proper term is "Argh"
Well my pills are out...no refills...doctor visit for the end of next month. So I'm going crazy again slowly...and I can see it already taking hold of me again....Most previlent are the bad urges and the feelings that aren't real for people I have now....It seems every girl that treats me nice is becoming the love of my life...I think I upset somebody last night with that....One person down about 10 more to go...All the work I did to come forward is slingshotting me bacwards to the start again...As much as I hate to admit it the meds were helping...tho the new ones the doc gave me not so much.
I'd like to take this time to say sorry to a certain someone that I think I upset last night...I'm sorry hun...I wish I had better control, but right now I feel out of control...I love yah...and I'm trying to keep our friendship intact from my end...I hope you can understand that I am a little troubled and didn't mean any harm from it. I hope you can look past my flaws and welcome me back.
Everything else in my head is still too scrambled to put down in words so I'll wait till later to post some more. Have a good day.
I'd like to take this time to say sorry to a certain someone that I think I upset last night...I'm sorry hun...I wish I had better control, but right now I feel out of control...I love yah...and I'm trying to keep our friendship intact from my end...I hope you can understand that I am a little troubled and didn't mean any harm from it. I hope you can look past my flaws and welcome me back.
Everything else in my head is still too scrambled to put down in words so I'll wait till later to post some more. Have a good day.