this heart's been torn in two
cut and bruised with too many bitter endings
i'll be damned if i have thoughts of you
rain on my new beginning
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
fell for someone older than me
worked my ass off at a job
asked a guy out
talked to a friend's parents about serious issues involving there child
helped manage a store
went bowling and had fun!!
went to a real college
...and many other things
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i always try every year to improve my self. to be more understanding..more giving..more caring..more loving..all that stuff
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope..they had their babbies in august 02...dont count
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no..and thank the Lord
5. What countries did you visit?
no where but good old United States
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
money...ha... and possibly stuff in the love department
7. What dates from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
that first date with JR...July 16
the first day i worked at the chocolate factory...April 17
the last day of the chocolate factory.. Oct 12
the day i got hired at lego Oct 17
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
maintaining a job...
acheiving good grades for all 3 semesters
PASSING calculus and religion!!
9. What was your biggest failure?
...failing that damn calculus exam...i was so pissed when i failed the third one...at least i passed the final but still
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i had that damn eczema crap all over me at the chocolate factory...i hurt my finger...and i got a really bad col
11. What was the best thing you bought?
my PS2 ::grins::
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
not to sound selfish..but i think my own when i realized a certain situation in my life
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
i wont say anything here
14. Where did most of your money go?
video games...food...gifts
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
JR...i did i did...but i really am pass all that
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
"Milkshake" and "Hey Ya"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
i wish i had had more fun during this pass semester...i was too miss work a holic
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being quiet and shy
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
at home with my parents and some family having dinner
21. Did you fall in love in 2003?
was it love? i'm not sure...so i'm gonna say no
23. How many one-night stands?
none...those aren't me
24. What was your favorite TV program?
American Idol....Clay Aiken!!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
possibly...dont really like the word hate...but there are people i don't like
26. What was the best book you read?
Gerald's Game...Stephen King
27. What was your greatest musical (re)discovery?
Jack Johnson
28. What did you want and get?
an exciting summer...and that i did
29. What did you want and not get?
a reason to believe in love
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Pirates of the Carribbean
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 19 and i went out to eat at Giorgio's with Ray, Chris, Lammie, Lauren, and Pat...then came back to my house and hung out
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a happier ending to the JR stuff...but i'm content with it all..just wish it had ended more solidly
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
comfy clothes
34. What kept you sane?
LAMBS! she's half my sanity...
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Mr. JT...Justin Timberlake babbbbeeyyyy
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
saddam crap....and people not understanding that saddam had nothing to do with 9/11...::sigh::
37. Who did you miss?
lambs and ray..::sniff::
38. Who was the best new person you met?
my work peoples
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
people change
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
i see the picture clearer now
the fog has lifted
the wool you tried to pull over my eyes was clever
yeah you're gifted
but you forgot to dot some i's and cross some t's along the way
i'm better now despite you baby
i'm stronger these days....
i can look in the mirror now
it's been a slow awakening
haunted by a heart full of you
i couldn't help mistaking
that you could ever care for anyone but yourself
but you would have to have a conscious baby
good luck..i wish you well
this heart's been torn in two
cut and bruised with too many bitter endings
i'll be damned if i have thoughts of you
rain on my new beginning
i survived the crash
survived the burn
survived the worst but i learned
survived the lies
survived the blues
almost killed me, but i survived the truth
and when you wrote me off like was doomed...
i survived you