Feb 02, 2006 17:43
so charlotte says "carroll is probably the person who cares leat about what people think about how she looks out of all of us." liz says "well thats mean.. like she doesn't look pretty and whatnot" "no i didn't mean it like-" "it's not a problem" "you just don't look like you really care"
liz says "i don't care either, i just dress up for joe."
me says "petra doesn't care what other people think.. just as long as she's DIY.. thats what she cares about. " (not for other people of course, for your moral obligations)
and so.. i will be dressing up tomorrow. Don't expect it to be permanent.. cause i think that i look pretty dang cool sometimes. I will look very conforming... it'll suck.. and i'll hate it.. but i'm gonna let charlotte know that i can be pretty if I want to be.
oh yeah cahrlotte said soemthing along the lines of "you'd look nice if you cared though... pretty... and thin."
how dare she?! no, I'm just kidding
what did the circle say to the square?
i don't know.. i felt like telling a joke but i don't know of any.
i'm apathetic about everything know. even the pork, liz.. even the pork.
all i want to do is run and do impromptu.
life is getting so surreal.. like i don't feel anything. i don't know why. nothing bothers me.. i'm not sad about anything.. i'm not happy about anything.
brittany asked me how life was. I told her that its either the best or worse thing that it has ever been. either way.. i wouldn't know the difference.
man. i just wish i could tell someone. petra maybe. liz maybe. areil .. ok never mind... scratch ariel.
bleh-ness.
that how i feel bleh-ness. and i'm catching caitlin's, mom's, eric's, and who knows who else's cold.