Decisions, Deciisions, Decisions
I have a lot on my plate right now and I just don't know how to deal. I am so excited b/c I got hired at Borders!!!! Yeah me! And I talked to my boss at the temp job and while she didn't want to get my hopes up, she did tell me that the Drs like me and are looking for a way to get me a position at the office. So that makes me happy.
What makes me sad is that Michelle basically told me today that if I'm not going to be her girlfriend, then I am not welcomed to stay there. That kinda kicks me in the ass b/c i am not on the lease. That is good for me b/c i can leave when i want to. So I really don't know. I miss my friends dearly in DC and I would love to be in the city with them....BUT maybe if I get the a full time job here, then I could find a one-bedroom here and stay here. This is so hard. I wish my had someone to make all my decisions for me b/c obviously I am terrible at making good choices... LOOK at who I'm living with. So I need to pray hard on it....
What makes me sad is that Michelle basically told me today that if I'm not going to be her girlfriend, then I am not welcomed to stay there. That kinda kicks me in the ass b/c i am not on the lease. That is good for me b/c i can leave when i want to. So I really don't know. I miss my friends dearly in DC and I would love to be in the city with them....BUT maybe if I get the a full time job here, then I could find a one-bedroom here and stay here. This is so hard. I wish my had someone to make all my decisions for me b/c obviously I am terrible at making good choices... LOOK at who I'm living with. So I need to pray hard on it....