Favorite bands: 1. Placebo 2. Nine Inch Nails 3. Green Day 4. Asking Alexandria 5. Bring Me The Horizon 6. The Vines 7. The Strokes 8. Yeah Yeah Yeahs 9. Blink 182 10. Marilyn Manson 11. My Chemical Romance 12. Pixies 13. Nirvana 14. The White Stripes 15. The Blood Brothers
Dead week sucks. Why am I even using this? ahaha. I just don't know. The deeper and deeper I dig myself into this hole of pre-pharmacy, the more I find out how much I want to write and act. I can't do this. This is so unfair. I hate everything right now. I can't study. Nothing. Ugh. This semester has been horrible.
And I feel so fucking lazy. All I do is fucking eat and it's disgusting. I can't make myself go to the rec because I'm self-conscious of everyone seeing me attempt at working out. What the fuck have I become. I disgust myself.
today is a week we've been officially together. it's taking some getting used to, the different settings and things. But besides the fact of my paranoia, i've never been happier. I just wish you'd send me those messages just as much. But, leos always feel we always need the same amount of attention all the time. youre great. <3