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So my band played a show last night. The Rest Is Silence at Tammany Hall in worcester. It was fun. we had some issues to start it off but we recovered fine.
i dunno. i should be happier about it but i'm not. too much shit going on in my life right now to be happy. i basically need to find either a 40+ hour a week job or a new place to live by april. with no form of transportation. and i live in the woods. i just broke up with my girlfriend of 11 months and i realized it was a huge mistake. the girl i started to like is completely ignoring me. and to top it all off i'm afraid to sleep/stay in my own home for more then 5 minutes without a sword within arms reach.
why does my life always have to be fucked up? why can't anything good ever happen?
i dunno. i should be happier about it but i'm not. too much shit going on in my life right now to be happy. i basically need to find either a 40+ hour a week job or a new place to live by april. with no form of transportation. and i live in the woods. i just broke up with my girlfriend of 11 months and i realized it was a huge mistake. the girl i started to like is completely ignoring me. and to top it all off i'm afraid to sleep/stay in my own home for more then 5 minutes without a sword within arms reach.
why does my life always have to be fucked up? why can't anything good ever happen?