Feb 15, 2008 03:39
So i'm not sure what to do. Emily is still stuck floating around the old noodle. and its driving me crazy. i just feel like theres so much more i could have said. so much more i could have done. i'm not going to tell her any of this. she wants to move on so i'm going to give her that much. but in the meantime i basically have to have this internal conflict which probably won't be fixed anytime soon. ugh. i need alcohol and cute girls to distract me. or atleast cute girls that are interested in me more than just sex. i know. crazy to hear it from me. but i've already been used this month and i'd rather not do that again. especially since i sort of had feelings for the girl it happened with. though i knew it wasn't going to go anywhere.
anyone know where i can find girls who play video games, watch anime, play guitar, and are cute? i know its a tall order...and by tall i mean impossible.