Jealousy, or is it?
Today I heard about a couple of brothers who will remain nameless that I know who just recently had sex with a couple of attractive girls at school. I don't know if its just jealousy speaking or what but it really makes me have a lot less respect for these two women. The two brothers in particular are TOTAL meat heads, both can barely spell, probably know nothing about history or mathematics, music, or anything else but because they are desireable to these two just kind of makes me sick. I mean these two have no redemable qualities and really aren't worth anything to society as a whole.
On the flip side of course there are guys that just bang any chick just cause she's good looking. Maybe I should focus a little more on that, or maybe I just shouldn't focus at all. Life is a rediculous process. Women get judged by men for doing the basically the exact same things men would do to women. While men just kind of sit by and are immune to everything? This also makes me wonder whether inteligence plays any role in my choice in women? In a relationship I would say yes, but just one night stands or hookups? I doubt it. It's quite the double standard. A
Although, one of these girls, if not both, really seem to be interested in these boys, which makes me wonder how mature these girls are and shallow you must be to be in a relationship with some guy like that. In that way, I suppose there is no double standard. Girls are the same as men, both can be shallow and stupid.
I accidentally ditched Ray again today. For those of you don't know who Ray is, you'd have to ask me in person when I have some time on my hands because he's such a strange individual. I'm sure he's going to be upset, but in a way I kind of want to deflect the responsibility for all of this. He makes me feel like I'm doing him a favor because I feel guilty saying no to him when he asks me to go do things. I mean I don't think I ever really want to go out and see movies with him, but now I almost feel obligated. Sad really. That someone lives that kind of life, depending on people like me for companionship when really I just don't care about him enough to enjoy our outings.
Life is a strange process.
On the flip side of course there are guys that just bang any chick just cause she's good looking. Maybe I should focus a little more on that, or maybe I just shouldn't focus at all. Life is a rediculous process. Women get judged by men for doing the basically the exact same things men would do to women. While men just kind of sit by and are immune to everything? This also makes me wonder whether inteligence plays any role in my choice in women? In a relationship I would say yes, but just one night stands or hookups? I doubt it. It's quite the double standard. A
Although, one of these girls, if not both, really seem to be interested in these boys, which makes me wonder how mature these girls are and shallow you must be to be in a relationship with some guy like that. In that way, I suppose there is no double standard. Girls are the same as men, both can be shallow and stupid.
I accidentally ditched Ray again today. For those of you don't know who Ray is, you'd have to ask me in person when I have some time on my hands because he's such a strange individual. I'm sure he's going to be upset, but in a way I kind of want to deflect the responsibility for all of this. He makes me feel like I'm doing him a favor because I feel guilty saying no to him when he asks me to go do things. I mean I don't think I ever really want to go out and see movies with him, but now I almost feel obligated. Sad really. That someone lives that kind of life, depending on people like me for companionship when really I just don't care about him enough to enjoy our outings.
Life is a strange process.