you're just like a maze, where all of the walls all continuely change

[resplendency]

Monday will begin with courses for my major! No more gen eds! I'm taking Theories of Personality, Abnormal Psychology, Sociology, Experimental Methods, and Interpersonal Skills. This past semester was extremely tough. I had constant problems with my parents and I was depressed and crying all the time. I didn't have the heart to write anything in here. Things have brightened a bit, I"m trying out a new medication. The only side effect is that I'm not sleeping properly, when I go in for my checkup next week, I'll ask him about it. It's been three weeks and I can really tell a difference. I had the placebo effect for the first week, which was very humorous. I now realize how obsessive and stressed out I was about EVERYTHING. It's given me such an objective view, I feel very relieved. I feel like everything is going to start out on the right foot and I know that everything is going to be ok. Things with Richard have been better as well. I'm not as needy as I was before, I have feelings of independece.

For Christmas, my sister gave me a gift certificate for a massage and it was fabulous. The lady was telling me how the tension extends almost all the way into my lower back. She kept saying it, I think she was suprised. I'm going to get another one around the first of February.

Christmas and New Years were excellent. I'm so glad Lauren is home from UMW, we've had such an excellent time hanging out.

It's supposed to get up to 73 degrees today. I can't believe this January weather!