So I've been absent for a while. Since the beginning of the year I've been updating this as a sort of self-discovery journal to try and navigate through all the range of emotions I've been dealing with. In all reality I've been dealing with my depression. I've had it for many years actually. However I got myself into a state of complete numbness ( Read more... )

So, I'm back again. Sooner than I thought too. But a lot of things have been rolling around in my head and I figured the best way to perhaps make some sense of all of it is to perhaps write it out. Maybe seeing it in black and white might give me more insight into my already over analytical mind ( Read more... )

Life has been flying by. Went to Columbus Pride which was very fabulous, definitely going again next year. Much better than Pittsburgh. Went and saw Adam Lambert in concert which was mind blowing, seriously. That man's voice is perfection. Of course seeing him in concert (and meeting Tommy, who is super ridiculously attractive and quite ( Read more... )

Good things are on the horizon. As of last week I started with a personal trainer and I'm really excited about it. Although when first told I would only have to work out twice a week and for only 15 minutes at a time, I was a bit skeptical. However, after meeting with the trainer Michelle and she told me she went through the program three years ago ( Read more... )

I really suggest everyone watch this movie. The whole movie is online, free for all to see. It's called Zeitgeist and it's pretty much the most powerful, mind blowing, amazing and truthful film I've ever come across. I think everyone should take the time and educate themselves on what's really going on in the world and not taking in all the ( Read more... )

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OMG!!!! I can't fucking wait!!

I got tattoos number 6 and 7 today! I got the words 'peace' and 'music' on the sides of my middle fingers. They look bitchin'. And of course the lovely isleofyew  did them for me, she's AMAZING! They are pure love.


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I am in love with Johnny Weir. Seriously. I just now found out that he has his own show on Sundance channel. Why am I always a Johnny-come-lately? Pun intended.

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I got my macbook pro bitches!!!!! It's so fucking fierce. This thing is the love of my life. Fuck you and farewell PC, I shall not be returning.

So, a wonderful thing will be happening soon. I will finally be the owner of a macbook pro! I've only wanted one for about three years. I can finally get rid of this piece of shit pc that I've had since I was 16 and trade it in for pure technology sex. I'm so giddy it hurts. The next time I update, it will most likely be from my mac ( Read more... )