rambly
Yesterday, I went to hang out with Lindsay. She wanted me to stay the night at her house, which I hadn't really been planning on, but I decided I wasn't really doing anything anyway so I headed over with her. There is this guy who she hangs out with a bunch called Callum, and she had been planning on going to his house last night, so I went with her. Generally all they do together is smoke weed, which is fine by me.. I generally don't partake, but on occasion I will. So last night, we were at Callum's house, and he's nice and whatever, we're having a few drinks. Lindz has been hinting all night that she wanted to get me stoned, like I'm SOOOOooo funny when I'm baked, and eventually I just decided to, because whatever. And yeah, maybe I said some stuff I wouldn't usually say, as you would assume, but I was pretty much just being how I am.
We left his house around midnight, and I was kinda trashed, but still coherent. Lindz was getting all paranoid, and she starts telling me that I can't just do that, and that I might not realize it, but I offend a lot of people. I said I'm sorry, and asked what she meant by that, why she was saying it right now, who had I offended? She went on about how I can't just go into someone's house and eat their food and help myself to their fridge and stuff, and I was really confused because the food I had been eating was chips (which I had given them money for when they went to the corner store), and I had not once gone to his fridge. She kept going on about this, and I feel really bad about it. I mean, she probably didn't mean any harm, and I know I'm not perfect, but if I am offending people I would really like to know about it. I told her that, I said I don't really think I offend that many people, but I would hope they would tell me about it if I did. It was just a terrible night, and then I went right to her bed when we got to her house and cried a lot. She said it's not just when I'm drunk or high.
She made me feel like a real shit head, but I went over it again and again- she is the one who wanted me to come over, she invited me to her friend's house (knowing how "offensive" I am), and she is the one who wanted me to smoke weed. What the hell.
Anyway, here are some cute pictures of us from when she came over yesterday:
I always tell her she should smile more in her pictures..
we look spooky.
This is me and Lindz's roommate Elisha from when I went to visit in Mississauga some months ago.. haha how sexy!
And that is all I have to say about that for now.
Anyway, when I got home this morning, I found this note for me on the counter:
Rachel Help! =)
Two Spanish exchange students are arriving today
Please finish cleaning your bathroom (toilet, bath, floor) and vaccuum the basement! Thanks!
I will help when I get home
WHAT!? So obviously I cleaned, and Mom phoned, and it turns out that the house this girl was supposed to go to couldn't do it anymore for some reason so she volunteered, but that was just yesterday! It's that thing that Ginger's mom does, planning where they go and stuff. Her name is Ana, she is 15 or 16 years old, and we're picking her up at around 10:30 tonight. Ha! But there is only one, because they can only put one in each home or something. Our house is pretty darn clean.
This girl will be here for a month. I hope I like her and will take her with me everywhere, haha!
Oh, also, when we were moving furniture around so the girl has a bedroom, I was pushed into the hall closet so there was enough room for the couch to squeeze by, and mom laughed and said, "Rachel, you've gotta come out of the closet!" I don't get it, she says things like this ALL the time. I am so sure she knows. Unless she doesn't? What? But it is kindof amusing..