...the loss of that new car smell...
hey hey...
life--what a joke. i am 17 and so wrapped in solitude that i'm afraid to emerge from this safe cocoon. i am afraid of what ppl say about me all of a sudden? and paranoia has stricken me with the pangs of thousand jagged swords. i feel so empty...so lost today. ECK. plus stupid? yea. not only do i most likely have THE worst kid in the anawan village (no word of a lie) my SAT scores i don't even want to say. by the looks of things i should be mentally retarded or with some type of mental disability. no joke. forget it. plus love? well courtney love places the words perfectly //..love hates[you]..\\ well me, apparently. am i okay with that...no! and it is just getting amplified by the fact that i'm tired and think i am a complete screw up. so yea. maybe i'm not cut out for pediatrics anymore. i mean sure i like it, but you actually have to have a brain and an IQ in order to become a RN. HA...to think...me a RN? PREPOSTEROUS! i'm going to go start a book i guess--something more my speed...
know any good Dr. Seuss reads?
*Euphoric*Memories*