I don't know what's going on
I swear; it's like the entire Universe is against me. Nothing- and I mean nothing- is going my way. At all.
My mom just spent 1½ weeks in the hospital after a seizure, then it was decided over her and my head that she had to go into a temporary nursing home to "recooperate", as they so nicely put it, AFTER saying she would be allowed home last Friday. But it seems like they won't let her back home, though that's what she wants. Me too.
Then, I find out, that the man in charge (who has lied to both my mom and I about several things), had written a report, saying I neglect my mom's care! WTH?! The report had so many faults in it, it wasn't even funny. I've been taking care of my mom for 14 years without any complaints, though my older sisters have done and said things to descredit me, though THEY never help out!
My sisters have sent me more or less threatening text messages a few times this last week. I am at a breaking point. I don't know how much more I can take.
How will I afford rent, electricity and food next month? Will I even be allowed to stay here, since my mom's name is on the contract? I have been looking for another job, but they are very hard to find.
I sometimes wonder what's the point in going on anymore? I don't have much support from family and friends. With just a VERY few exceptions. I am at a loss...
Sorry about this negative ranting. Just had to get it out.
My mom just spent 1½ weeks in the hospital after a seizure, then it was decided over her and my head that she had to go into a temporary nursing home to "recooperate", as they so nicely put it, AFTER saying she would be allowed home last Friday. But it seems like they won't let her back home, though that's what she wants. Me too.
Then, I find out, that the man in charge (who has lied to both my mom and I about several things), had written a report, saying I neglect my mom's care! WTH?! The report had so many faults in it, it wasn't even funny. I've been taking care of my mom for 14 years without any complaints, though my older sisters have done and said things to descredit me, though THEY never help out!
My sisters have sent me more or less threatening text messages a few times this last week. I am at a breaking point. I don't know how much more I can take.
How will I afford rent, electricity and food next month? Will I even be allowed to stay here, since my mom's name is on the contract? I have been looking for another job, but they are very hard to find.
I sometimes wonder what's the point in going on anymore? I don't have much support from family and friends. With just a VERY few exceptions. I am at a loss...
Sorry about this negative ranting. Just had to get it out.