You're pulling the trigger all wrong...

[requiemformusic]

there she goes again
yelling at me.
telling me that I am the most disappointing person ever.
sometimes I wonder what goes through her mind
sometimes I just wonder if she ever cared about how I feel as she says those words
those words could have caused me my life.
she's like a shot gun, with those never ending bullets that kills me as she shoots.
it just hurts.
your own mom, saying those words to you.
as she yells at me for no good reason,
I'm anxious for her next reason.
yes she did raise me. 
but she never respects me...