prepare yourself for an epic. i would cut it... but i'm not.
sometimes i sit here. for too long and i put myself in these moods. weird moods. unexplainable, indescribable, intangible moods... i question everything i feel about everything. and i wonder sometimes. am i only fooling myself? was i? what's real and what's just all in my head. and sometimes i wonder if i felt this way before and just dont
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"and your warmth? is your warmth only warm because i want it to be." this line hit me the most though. I'm not sure why but it is a very dramatic statement. And scary too. Do we create this warmth, those feelings or are they actually there.... and I'm not too sure if I want the honest answer either.
But sometimes we also have to remember to just take the things we have, cherish them as much as possible, but when it is time for them to leave to not wallow in the sorrow but transform with the change. I have been trying to do that lately. I think it is a good thought, although definitely difficult. but I honestly think. some things in life are really, really good. and some things aren't. but just having those things, that everything all smashed together (good and bad) is what makes life so amazing. (I'd also like to specify that amazing isn't always wonderful though.)
one last thing. the analogy to the crescendo. that one hit the spot. lol. it was beautiful. and I think I am actually going to print this out to put in my collection of words. It is very deserving and poetic. To me, anyways. But we all know how I am. =D
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and i think thats the best thing i've ever heard:
"I think I am actually going to print this out to put in my collection of words. It is very deserving and poetic. To me, anyways."
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